Friday, 29 March 2013

Dhoka in love - Fake love

Dhoka in love ( Fake love )

27 july 2009 ,mai Bihar ka rahane wala hu ,Bihar me mai apani 10+2 ki padhai karke .apane bahan ke ghar varanasi me aaya.waha maine UMA ELECTRONIC computer institute me me PGDCA ka course ka joine kiya . mere bahan ke ghar mere jija ke bahan thi waha rahate rahate bato bato me mujhe usase or use mujhase pyar ho gaya 27-7-2009 ko maine usako apane pyar ka ijahar kiya i love you bola phir usane bhi mujhe i love you bola . ham dono ne apane pyar ko bhagwan ka roop dekar bahut pyar kiya or ek din pyar itana badh gaya ki main usake beena ek pal bhi nahi ji sakta tha. pyar ham dono ka isliye badhata ja raha tha ki mai ham dono sath me hi rahte the .lekin wo apane papa or priwar walo se bahut darti thi ki kisi ko malum na ho. mai usako bar bar kahta tha ki aap daro mat jis din malum hoga mai sabse kah dunga ki mai aapse sadi karna chahta hu.12 mahine bad meri padhai khatam ho gai or mai apane ghar bihar chala gaya. wo har pal roti thi mere liye or mai bhi har pal rota tha usake liye; mere ghar jane ke bad ham dono phone se baten karne lage . har wakt mujhe usi ka chehra najar aata tha jagne ke bad padhai ke samay .khane ke samay. har jagah mujhe wahi dikhati thi wahi yaad aati thi. kuchh dino bad mai Baingalore chala gaya padhai karne .waha se bhi mai rat ko 4 ghante daily bat kiya karta tha .usi bich usaka pyar mujhase ghatne laga or wo kisi or ke bare me sochne lagi.wo usake didi ka dewar tha jo noida me rahta tha mujhase badiya tha .wo usase pyar karne lagi .lekin mujhse bhi bat karti thi jab mai puchhata tha ki aap kisi si pyar karne lagi ho to aap mujhe bata do mujhe khushi hogi. ki aap ko mujhase jyada koi pyar karne wala mil gaya hai.wo kahti thi nahi mai sirf or sirf aap se pyar karti hu mere dil me aap ke siwa koi nahi hai .majhase har pal baten karti thi to mujhe sak bhi nahi hota tha . mera pyar usake liye or badhata gaya. mai sichata tha mai usase itana dur hu phir bhi wo mujhase bahut pyar karti hai.mujhe apane pyar par garw tha. 3 mahine bad mai Baingalore se wapas direct usake ghar varanasi aaya .usane mujhe bahut pyar kiya. mujhe kiss bhi kiya. jisase mujhe laga ki mai galat soch raha tha. wo to sirf or sirf mujhase pyar karti hai.usake chacha ke ghar sadi tha mujhe bhi waha jana tha . to mai usake papa ke sath chala gaya lekin wo hamlogo ke sath nahi gae. kyonki us din wo aane wala tha uski didi ka dewar. or hamare jane ke bad wo aaya bhi tha .sadi ke din wo apane bhai ke sath sadi me aayi. or wo sadi ke din sam ko allahabad se bike se aaya. phir ye ladki mujhase pyar se baten karti rahi jisase mujhe sak hi nahi huwa .rat ko ye usase akele me bat kar rahi thi maine usako apane dost se bulwaya wo nahi aayi .aadhe ghante bad maine phir se apane dost ko bola usako bulane ko . phir bhi wo nahi aayi.tab mai waha gaya or meri or us ladke ki ladai ho gai .bahut sare log waha jama ho gye .wo ladka bolne laga ye koun lagti hai teri .phir maine bhi puchha teri koun lagti hai.wo ladka bola ye meri mangetar lagti hai.wo ladki bhi waha khadi thi phir maine bhi kaha ye meri bhi mangitar lagati hai .mai to pagal sa ho gaya ye sunkar ki wo ladka bola ye meri mangetar lagti hai.logo ne waha se mujhe hata diya .phir mai so gaya subah hone se phale hi wo ladka waha se chala gaya. phir mai or mera dost bhi waha se chale gaye .mai ghar chala gaya . or ghar jakar mai pagal sa ho gaya. kyon ki wo ladki mujhe hi jhagade ka jar bol rahi thi wo bol rahi thi ki tumne mujhe badnam karne ke liye aisa kiye ho .usake bad mai us din din bhar roya .phir mai socha ki jo ladki mujhe chahti hi nahi ab usake liye tadapane se kya phayda .maine usako phon karna band kar diya .wo ladka usase sadi karne ko bol raha tha .un dono ka pyar chalne laga or mai sant go gaya phir bhi mai usi se pyar karta tha kyon ki mai ye jante huwe ki ab wo kise or ki hai . mai usase pyar karta tha. phir 4 mahine bad usaka phan aaya jab mai usaka aawaj suna mai rone laga .phir wo boli i am sorry sab meri galti thi.mai dubara se use swikar kiya phir ham dono ka pyar chalne laga .usane mere dil me or pyar bhar diya .ham dono dono kai bar bar mile .ham dono ka pyar 2013 january tak chala phir ek din 2013 mai delhi me padhata tha 23-1-2013 ko usaka phone aaya or usane bola mai aapse milana chahati hu kal mai 26-1-2013 ko train pakada or usase milane varanasi chala gaya .rat ko mai usase mila ye bat kise ko malum nahi thi .bas mai usaki khushi chahta tha mai sochta tha kahi wo mujhse dur na chali jaye .mai waha se delhi aaya wapas aaya .phir maine usako call kiya usane mera phone reicive nahi kiya phir do din bad malum chala ki wo mujhe bhi bhulna nahi chahti hai or kisi or se bhi pyar karti hai maine usake papa ke mobile par phone kiya or usase bat kiya to usane bola aap mere pass to nahi rahte n mai ghumana chahti hu long drive par jana chahti hu.sidha bat hai ki mai aap ko bhulna chahti hu . mai aapana jindagi maje me bitana chahti hu .phir maine kaha intjar karo mai tumko har khushi dilaunga mujhi padh lene do.koi noukari lag jane do.lekin usako ye sab manjur nahi tha. usane mera phone reicive karna band kar diya .ek din mera phone recieve kiya bhi to gali dene lagi. phir maine usako phone karna band kar diya .lekin mai aaj bhi usaka intajar karta hu usko pyar karta hu or bahut karta hu or mujhe umid hai ki wo meri jindagi me phir se aayegi or mujhe pyar karegi. please came back i am waiting for you. i love you too.



Wednesday, 27 March 2013

Kiska pyar sacha hai Mera ya Uska - Priya sharma

Kiska pyar sacha hai Mera ya Uska - Priya sharma

hello friends i m priya from jaipur… me ap sb se apni love story share krna chahti hu or ye b janna chahti hu ki ab muje kya krna chahiye ??? i think u will help me.. to bat tb ki h jb m first year m thi or un dino facebook ka kafi fashion tha or i m the girl jiska facebook account nhi tha so mene apni frnd ko mera b fb acount bnane k liye kha . then i got my fb acount.in the starting i dnt know that we shoud not make friends to unknown people. so one day i got frnd request frm a guy who’s name is rishi i accept his frnd request and we started chatting … kuch dino tak ye sab chlta rha fir jb b usse bat nhi hoti thi to man b ni lgta tha or bas hr wqt usi se bat krne ki icha hoti thi.. isi karn mera 2 year ka result khrab ho gya .. as i m the toper of the clas so everyone was shocked at my performance.. bt i dnt care about it .. after some time i feeel that i m in love with him.. and he also said that he truly loves me.. then we decided to meet ..in july 2011 we met and we found each other gud for each other.. then hmari chatting badti gayi dino din.. or sath sath hmara yar b ab hm hr mhine milne lge.. he always come for 2 days and hm pura din idhr udhr ghumte rhte the puri duniya se bekhabr … one day he took me to his friend;s room and we have physical relationship .. at that time i dont said anything to him.. as i have belive on him that he wil never cheat me .. thus our relationship is growing day by day.. his family is aware abt our love bt meri family ko bhnk b nhi thi is bat ki .. dhire dhire hme lgne lga ki ab shayd hme ghr p bta dena chaiye ki hm dono shadi krna chahte he bt meri itni himmat ni thi ki m bolkr apne ghr p btau ki m us ldke se pyar krti hu so mene ek letter likha apne papa ko or btaya ki rishi nam ka ldka h or m usi se pyar krti hu or shadi krna chahti hu .. or shayd meri jindgi ki sbse bdi bhul ya glti thi ye .. us wqt k bad se mujse mera fone le lia gya laptop le lia gya sb kuch chin lia gya mujse i have no source jisse m usse bat kar sku .. wo din meri jindgi k sabse bure din the.. bt ek bat ye thi ki mere family ne clg jane dia muje kyuki ldka jaipur se ni tha so muje harm b ni kr skta tha .. dhire dhire i come into dipression clg m kisi se bat krne ki icha nhi hoti thi hmesa ye sochti thi ki wo kesa hoga khana khaya hoga usne ki ni bt ek din apni frnd se fone lekr mene usse bat ki to usne muje kha ki uski family walo ne mere ghr p fone kia bt mere ghrwalo ne ni uthaya etc etc.. or kha ki m bhag kr usk pa chli jau taki wo muje apna ske.. bt muje ye bat achi ni lgi to mene use mna kr dia fir ek din uske family ka cal aya mere ghr p ki ap chaho to hm in dono ki shadi ki bat krna chate he bt meri family walo ne kha ki nhi hm phle pdai puri krwayege inki fir inki shadi k bare m sochege .. dhire dhire 2 mhine nikl gye ek din achank uska cal aya meri frnd k cell p ki wo mujse milna chahta h to mene b ha kr dia use bt meri us frnd ne dhoka kia mere sath or mere ghr p bta dia ye sb or jb m usse mili tbi achank mere papa ka cal aya mere pas or unhone bhut abusive tarike se mujse bat ki muje bhut dar lgne lga ki ab ghr kese jaugi me .. or wo ldka muje ek stop p chodkr chla gya mene use kha ki hm bhag chlte he muje ghr ni jana bt usne mna kr dia :( at that tym m bilkul dri shmi or adhi behosi ki halat me stand phuchi to mere papa or mummy ne muje sdk k bicho bich thapd lgaya or bhut bura bura kha ghr p lekr aye marte marte… us tym mene feel kia ki agr wo mujse sch m pyar krta to muje ghr p chodne jarur ata bt wo khud dr kr bhag gya us din bad se or pabandia bd gyi mujpe… bt mera ppyar km ni hua uske liye.. 2 mnth bad muje apna fone mil gya or mene ek new sim li or usse bat krne lgi pure clg tym m m use bat krti thi .. or ghr akr use yaddd.. jese tese 4 mnth bite usne mujse kha ki wo mujse hi shadi krega chahe kuch b ho usne muje fir se forekia ki m bhag k a jau bt m ni gai.. hr wqt chilana mujpe bs hr wqt mere ghrwalo ki burai.. then hm dec 2012 me waps mile n waps relationship bni fir jan feb march me mile and each tym hmare bich physical relation bna tb tk mere ghrwale smjh chuke the ki m usi ldke se shadi krugi… bt aj situation change ho chuki h jab mere ghrwale hmari shadi k liye taiyar h to wo khta h ki mere ghrwalo ne uske ghrwalo ki inslt ki h bhut jyada or wo apne ghrwalo ki ijat or dhul me ni mila skta . me bhag b jau usk sath kyuki jb itna kuch ho chuka h hmare bich to kisi or se shadi kyu kru me ??? bt now he says ki wo apne ghrwalo ki mrji se shadi krega… ye chij muje bhut hurt krti h now m ap sbse ye janna chahti hu ki kya m apni family ko uske ghr bheju hmari bat krne k liye ya nhi.. or kya wo muje sch m pyar krta h ya ni meri family khti h ki m pyar m andhi ho chuki hu wo mere pyar k kabil ni h.. bt mera dil khta h ki jitna pyar wo muje krta h shayd koi or muje ni kr payega na m kisi or se itna pyar kr paugi i m very confused… what should i do????