1st love always Hurts its True

1st love always Hurts Pehla pyaar -First Love Bahut Khushnaseeb hote hai jinhe unka pehla pyaaar unhe naseeb hota hai jo unke sath rehta hai . Pehla pyaaar iski kadar khone ke baad hi hoti hai jab wo pyaar wo pyaara insaan hamare pass nai hota ….Aisa pyaar jab hota hai to sabse pehle to hame kuchh samjh hi nai aata ki aakhir ye pyaar kis chiddiya ka naam hai aur jab dheere dheere samjhne lagte hai tab bahut kuchh hal chale hone lagti hai kabhi kuchh cheeze aachi lagti hai to kuchh buri aur bas jee chahta hai wo hi ho hamari duniyaa baaki aur koi nai kuchh bhi nai wo hai to hum hai aisi duniyaa ban jaati hai par jab hum us pyaar ko samjh kar nibhaane chalte

hai to kahi na kahi koi rukawat aa jaati hai kabhi kuchh jhagde to kabhi kuchh galatfamiya to kabhi kuchh baatein hum dheere dheere naa chahte hue bhi durr hote chale jaate hai aur itne durr ho jaate hai ki chahte hai wakt ko mod kar sab kuchh pehle jaisa thik kar le par wo wakt hamare sath nai hota hum lakh koshish karte hai par hum adjust bhi nai kar paate aur alag ho jaate hai kai logo ke pehle pyaar ko to khud ki hi nazar lag jaati hai aur apne hi unke dushman ban ke reh jaate hai …aur hame apne pehle pyaar ko khone ki naubat aa jaati hai aur hum alag bhi ho jaate kyuki us samay hum apne aap ko sahi samjhte hai aur apne partner ko galat par galati na apni hoti hai naa unki galati kisi ki nai bas haalaat aise ho jaate hai jiske kaaran humko ye kadam uthane padte hai aur hum hamesha hameshaa ke liye ek dusre ko kho dete hai … aur uske baad pehle kuchh din to bahut aacha feel hota hai roz roz ke jhagde se hum aazaad hue par kuchh din jaise hi beette hai purane dino ki yadein satane lagti hai fir hum unke sath bitaye ek ek pal ko yaad karte hai wo roz cofee peenaa sath baith kar ab akele coffee bhi nai pee jaati , wo chhote chhote palo ke baare me hasi mazak karnaa aur durr hone ke baaad maano hasna hi bhul jaate hai , wo subah gud morning wish karna call ya msg karke aur durr hue to msg kyaa cel bhi switch off rakhnaa jab pyaar sath me hote hai to ek bhi msg frends ko nai karte aur jab pyaar se durr hue to frendss ko itne sad msg bhejte hai ki frends puchte hai call karke kya hua aur fir hum juth kehte hai kuchh nai yuhi msg acha laga to send kar diyaa aur raat apne love se puri dinbhar ki routine ka ek ek hisaab denaa aur uske baaad puri raat baatein karnaa chupp chupp ke par jab wo naa ho to puri raat tanhaa akele unse dur hone ke gam me rote rehnaa aur subah jab aankh fuli hui ho to mom se kehnaa mom yuhi neend nai aayi raat bhar ..aur first love se durr hone ke baad kasam khaate hai ki ab kabhi pyaar nai karenge chahe zameen aasman kyu naa ek ho jaaye kuchh to zindagi bhar apne pehle pyaar ki yaado me kaat lete hai aur kuchh ek naya koi mil jaata hai unse sukh dukh share karte karte hi fir se pyaar ho jaata hai….aur jab yaad aaye to pagalo ki tarah dusre umber se call kar ke unki aawaaz sunte hai …hum kitni stupid si harkate karte hai jab hum apne pehle pyaar se durr ho jaate hai ….yaar jab hame pata hi hai ki hum nai reh paayenge to hum alag hi kyu hote hai aisi naubat hi kyu aane dete hai jisse hum unse durr ho jaaye pehle se aise bane jisse koi deewaar bich me naa aaye hamare pehle se itni safty rakhe ki koi apnaa hame alag naa kar sake …….. agar hum apna pehla pyaar khote hai to sirf yaadein ban kar wo zindagi bhar hamare sath rehte hai aur pal pal satate hai kisi dusre ke hamari life me aane ke baad bhi hum kuchh aise pal jo sirf unke naam the un palo me akele ho kar sirf unhe yaad karte hai par wo wakt hamare hath me nai hota ki hum uske ek pal ke liye dekh sake yaa pyaar se baat kar sake ya unse HELLO tak bol sake aur sach to ye hota hai ki dono ek dusre se baatein karnaa chahte hai par hichkhichahat ke karan naa ladki na ladka koi ek dusre ko call nai kar paate ….. par pyaar aakhiri dum tak sirf usse hi karte rehte hai aur wo sachi ibaadat hamari sachhi mohbaatt ban jati hai durr reh kar bhi uske hone ka ehsas hota ahi jab wo mushkil me hota hai to uski yaad satati hai uski khushiyo ke liye din raat pray karte hai par unse nazare milane se darte kitne stupid hote hai hum log … pehle pyaar ko kabhi apne pass hameshaa ke liye nai rakh paate hai kitne stupid hote hai hum ……….