Friday, 12 April 2013

har ek pal tanha - meri jindagi


har ek pal tanha - meri jindagi

Meri Awaj Suno “naseeb hoga mera mehrba kabhi na kbhi, milega uske kadam ka nisa kabhi na kbhi” wo khusnaseeb hai jinhe saccha pyar milta hai. mera nam RAJ GAUTAM ,VARANASI se hu.mera b.tech complete ho chuka hai. bat 2008 ki hi april ka mahina tha mere yaha koi aane wala tha.wo log subah aa chuke the maine dekha ek uncle,aunti aaye hue the aur ek unki ladki bhi thi. jo wo log mere papa ke purane dost the. us wakt mai ladki ke mamle me bahut piche tha. maine ye socha tha ki mai kabhi kisi ladki ko pyar nhi karunga. wo exam dene yaha aaie hui thi.mai agle din subah us ladki se uska nam pucha wo apna nam sudha bataiee. wo bahut sundar thi. mai darta thi ki mai use like na karne lagu isi wajah se mai dosto ke yaha chala jata tha din me. mai bas unse nam aur exam ka centre pucha tha.exam bhi ho gaye aur bas thodi se hi bat kiye the wo laghabahg 8 din rahe honge mai mushkil se 2-3 bar hi bat kiya hoga sudha se. sudha apne ghar chali gai..fir uske chale jane ke bad mai apne aap se kahne laga wo ladki mere yaha aaie aur mai usse bat tak nhi karta tha ek din mai mai apne papa ke mobile se number uski mammi ka nikala aur phone kiya.aunti ji phone rcv ki fir maine bola sudha kaisi hai wo boli thik hai bat karoge maine kaha ha. maine bat kiya udhar se aawaj aaie hii maine bhi kaha hii..mujhe wo pal bahut hi accha laga shayad mai kbhi nhi bhul paaunga ye pal.ek bar fir se wo mere gahr aane wali thi is bar unko diploma me addmition lena tha
so wo counsaling karane aaie thi. fir is bar mai aur hum dono khub bate kiye..usi din bagal me mela laga hua tha..hum dono aur hum dono ke mammi mele me gaye dekhne ke liye aur usi wakt mele me barish aa gai sudha ne mera hath pakad kar barish se bachne ke liye jagah dhunane lagi.kash wo mera hath hamesha pakde rahti. fir wo agle din subah chali gai maine unse pucha ki ab kab miloge unhone bola shayad mujhe nhi malum. mujhe uns epyar ho gaya tha.fir wo colg me addmition le li.waha college jane ke bad unhone mujhe pco se ek din phone kiya maine bola kaun ladki ki mujhe awaj sunaie di mai pachan gaya ki sudha hhi hai. fir hum dono me bate hui.jab tak sudha ke pas mobile nhi the tab tak mai uske partner par call karke bate karte the.fir sudha ne jab apna mobile le liya tha tab khub bate hone lagi.isi beach sudha ne ek din mujhse night mujhse pucha kya tum mujhse pyar karte ho kya..maine bola darte darte ha.maine bola aapko koi dikkat to nhi merepyar se unhone mujhse bola mujhe koi pareshani hai hai..but unhone nhi bola ki mai aapse pyar karta hu. fir mai unse din rat khub bate karne laga jab bhi time milta hum dono ko khub bate phnoe par karte the. holi ka time tha aur sudha holi par gahr aane wali thi wo allahabad se hoakr mere ghar se hoakr jane wali thi.unke mammi papa mere yaha aaye hue the mai unhe sudha ko rcv karne station par gaya tha fir hum dono ghar aaye. fir agle din wo apne mammi papa ke sath ghar chali gai. agle din mai sudha ki yad me khub roya. jab wo fir apne colg aa gai tab fir phone par bate hone lagi tab mere mammi ko ye accha nhi laga aur sudha ke mammi se phone karke bol di ki aapki ladki mere ladke se khub bate karti hai..ye bate sudha ko acchi nhi lagi aur wo mujhse bate nhi kar rhi thi fir 3-4 din ke kisi ke kahne ke wajah se wo bate karne lagi. fir mai unke mammi ko call karke apne mammi ki taraf se mafi manga .unki mammi boli koi bat nhi.maine unke mammi se usi time bola mai aapke ladki se shadi mai karunga to unhone kaha thik hai mai shadi kar dunga tum abhi padh lo.fir hum tumhari shadi karwa denge tum dono ka. fir mai b.tech colmplete karne ke bad delhi aa gaya IES ki tayari ke liye. aur wahi usi time sudha ka diploma hone ke bad delhi me addmition le liya hum dono delhi me khub milte aur ghumte rahte the aur khub bate karte. ek din unke mammi papa sudha ke mausi ke yaha aaye hue the aue sudha ko wha bula liye waha jane par sudha ne kuch aur hi najara dekha waha par uske riste ki bat ho rhi thi aur ladke wale dekhne aaye hue the usi din sudha ko wo log pasand bhi kar liye…aur sudha ki engagement ki date bhi fix bhi ho gai aur jab sudha mere pas aaie to usne ye sab mujhse kaha…aur sudha ne mujhse kaha tum mujhe bhul jao meri shadi fix ho gai hai. mujhe kuch samaj me hi nhi aa rah tha ki mai kya karu mai sudha ko khub manya ki tum ye chij rok do par usne nhi mani fir mai usi rat pane mammi ke pas delhi se gorakhpur gaya mai pahli bar local dibbe me baithkar apne pyar ke liye gaya. mai apne mammi papa jise kaha ki unke mammi papa se mere liye bat kariye aur mere mammi papa meri bat mankar unke mammi se bat kiye but unhone nhi mani.mai sudha ke mammi se phone par bat kiya aur unse hath pair jode but wo nhi mani. fir mai dusare din kisi tarah delhi aaya fir sudha se mila ..sudha ne mujhse milne aur bat karne ke liye mana kar diya tha..aur wp mujhe ye kaha ki tum mujhse akbhi mat milna tumko tumhare pyar ki kasam. sudha ne mujhse boli thi ki mere mammi papa mujhse kasam dilya diye ha na milane ke liye ab mai wahi karungi jo mere mammi ppa chaenge. aur mai agle 3 din bad sudha se delhi me mila jaha unka colg tha kyoki wo phne mera utha nhi rahi tha na to wo mujhe call karti thi..aur agle 7 din bad 15 january ko enagegement hone wali thi mai 8 ko sudha se mila maine sudha ka pair pakda hath joda pls sudha aisa mat karo mai tumhare bina nhi rah paaunga mai tumse bahut pyra karta hu..maine kaha abhi tum apne mammi papa ko phone lagao aur turant apni engagement cancel karwao..sudha ne apne mammi ko phone kiya aur usne bola mai shadi nhi karna chati hu abhi fir papa se bi bat hui uski.fir dusare din engagement cancel ho gai..lekin sudha mujhe abhi bhi pyar nhi karti.aur mai unke pyar ka intjar 5 years se kar rah hu. aur aaj hum dono log khub milte hai aur bate karte hai mai unse payr karta hu hu aur wo mujhse nhi karti hai.kash aaj sudha mujhse pyar karti mujhe bharosa hai ki sudha mujhse ek na ek din mujhe jarur pyar karegi aur mai unke pyar ka intjar karta rahunag. bahie log mujhe kuch aisa solution dijiye ki unko mujhse pyar ho jaye..aur mai khus rahu

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