Pure story - My love Suman kaur

My love Suman kaur Helo frnd me apni story bta rahi hu pls mujhe advaice dena,, mera ek frnd karan tha jo mujhe prabosh kiya me mana kar di kyuki muje pta tha ki karand kisi se pyr ni karege wo sirf ladkiyo se time pas krta tha,,,,karan bihar ja raha tha apne didi ko lane usi train me dinesh g karan ke bagal me bethe the,karan mujhse chating kar raha tha,,dinesh mere nub.ko cupke se le liya,,dinu ne dusre din mujhe col kiya mene kaha kisse bat karna hai.dinu ne kaha apse me boki kya ap mujhe jante ho dinu ne kaha nai to me boli ek ajnabi se bat karna achi bat ni hai dinu ne kaha hm bat karege to ajnabi kaha rahege me boli mujhe ajnabi se bat ni karna hai or ap jese ladko ,

ko achi tarah se janti hu,rong nub.me ladkiyo se bat karna ap jese ki adat hai,dinu bole me yesa ladka bilkul ni hu or mujhe apse dosti karna hai.me boli mujhe apse dosti ni karna hai.dinu bole jb tk ap mujhse dosti ni karoge me apko paresan karta rahuga,,me dinu se dosti kar li,,,or hm dono me bato ka silsila suru hua,dinu ko to mere aawajo or mere bacho jese bato se pyar ho gya or dinu kuch din me i love u keh diye,me v 15din ke bad dinu ko i love u keh di.hm dono alag alag siti me rehte the hm dono ki bate mobile se hota tha hm dono ek dusre se bate kare bina ek pal v ni reh pate the,,hm dono ek din me 3.4 ghanta bate karte the.dinu mera bahut khayal rakhte the khana na khau to kasam dete the khane ke liye.dur me rehte the par mera khayal rakhte the ,hm dono ek dusre ko udas hote bilkul ni dekh pate the,,mujhe har galat sahi cijo me farak btate dinu hmesa samjhate the,,me duniya ke bare me kuch ni janti par mere dinu har bat har sahi salah dete the,,dinu mujhse 28 novmbar ko mile,hm dono ek dusre se pahli bar mile dinu mujhe dekh kar bahut khush huye,dinu ne mujhse wade kiye ki mera sath kabhi nai chodege har kadam me mera sath denge,mujhse sadhi karege,mujhe kabhi dokha ni denge,har kadam me mera sath denge,yeha tk ki dinu ne apne maa,sai baba,maa durga,meri.or apni kasam khaye ki mera sath kabhi ni chodege,mera nub.kabhi biji aa jada to sak karte or mujhe itna datte ki mujhe kabhi dokha di to tujhe mar duga or khud v mar jauga,kabhi train ke nice aa jauga kehte to kabhi apna pura sarir ko blet se kat duga kehte,, me samjhati bolti janu mar ke v apka sath kabhi ni chodugi aatma bankar sataugi,,jis di apko dokha di na us din mere jindagi ka akhri din hoga,me apne dinu se bahut pyr karti hu mujhe v utna hi khone ka dar tha jitna ki unko,,jindagi se badh kar chahti hu,jiski koi sima ni hai,unko pta tha ki me unke bina ji nai paugi wo mere sb khuch hai.wo hai to me hu.mere dinu ni to kuch ni meri khusi meri sase mere sb kuch hai…dinu v kehte the mujhse dur mat jana,me sochi ki me apne dinu ko itna pyar dugi ki unko kisi or ki pyar ki jarurat na pade….dinu bole ki yesa rasta bnana jo mujh tk sirf aa kar pahuce,,unko pasand jo ni tha wo nai ki.dinu ne jo kaha me woi ki,dinu apne dosto ko lekar mujhse sadhi karne aa rahe the,me usko samjai ki janu mere dada g ki barshi jane ke bad hm sadhi karege,,dinu mere har bat ko mante the to ye ba v man gaye,,hm dono ne disait kiya ki hm 1novmbar 2014 ko sadhi kar lenge tb tk dinu ache se setal ho jayege,dinu ke sare sapne mujhse jude the me dinu se bat karte karte kabhi ro padti thi kyuki mujhe dar lagta tha ki mere sapne mere dinu mujhse dur na ho jaye,dinu mujhe samjhate the ki pagli mere sapne tujhse jude hai to kese tutege,tum sapne dekho me tumare sapne pura karuga,me un par trust karke sapne dekhe,,dinu hmesa mujhe achi achi bate btate the,dinu is tarah mere dil me ghar kar gye ki unko bhulna matlab jindagi ki akhri sase lena,,me dinu par ankh band karke viswash kar bethi,,,dinu din me 50 bar i love u kehte the,,or mujhe bahut pyar karte hai koi kisi se ni karta hoga dinu ye khehte the dinu ki 2 adat achi ni thi smoking karna dusra gali dena me dinu ko boli dinu ye sb chod do dinu bole ok kosis karuga,,, fir hm dono 21 farwari ko mile bate kiye 22 ko jb me col karti hu to dinu kehte hai.me sadhi sudha hu mere do bache hai me time pas majak kar raha tha mujhe bhul jao or aj ke bad col mat karna bole me ye sunkar to jese lga ki meri sase ruk gai ankho se aaru band hone ka name hi ni le raha tha,,usse gidgidati rahi pyr ki bhik magti rahi ki keh do ki ye sb jhut hai. mujhe mat chodh ke jao me apke bina mar jaugi par unko koi farak ni pda jina to unke bina aata hi nai tha,unke jane se lif kya se kya ban gai.har pal tadpati hu roti hu,sochti hu mere pyr me kya kami reh gai ki mera dinu mere sath yesa kiya,har cijo se nafrat kar bethi khudhy se pyr se dosto se har cijo se,,ek cij se dosti ho gai wo hai sad song,unki har bat yad aa jati hai hai tadapti hu cila cila kar roti hu.god se kehti hu god use haqikat me na pa saku na dekh saku,par mere sapne me mere dinu ko bhej dena jise sapne me dekh kar ji to pau,tut cuki hu,cah kar v koi jod ni payega,,bikhar gai hu,khud se nafrat ho gai hai.jine ki umid v ni hai jinu v to kis umid se,,frnd ek dua karna god se ki mujhe is duniya se le jaye,